Pain

Noun [U] Moment at which, in spite of the difficulty arising from the crossroads before one's eyes, god or whomever is in charge "up there" happens to abandon the sentient being who needs nothing but the kind of comfort one who lacks control requires. The individual either excuses the divine by saying, "There is a plan for us all" or some other mind-rinsing phrase, or at some point abandons faith in the bottom of a metal bucket which could soon fill up with other sorts of waste.